Friday, January 10, 2014

Life in Russia #5

I was sitting on a bench enjoying the cold winter air in Russia while my mind took me to some unknown imagination place quite awhile ago.
I brought him as my company.
I didn't really understand what I was thinking back then, it's just sometimes I enjoy being accompanied by the universe, cause it's always there.

I always thought that this is what I want, that I am living my dream.
But then I wonder what is exactly that I want?
What kind of dream I am living in?
Does it make me happy, and what is happiness itself?
I keep questioning myself.

I read an article last month, it says that sometimes I need to go on my own, look around a little bit more, and enjoy what the city has to offer.
Thank God I don't live in a big city, I don't think I could find anything in a big city except people running around try to be on time.
This city feels so lonely, even in Saturday night in central town.
And I like it, I do.
This makes me feel less lonely cause I figure that everyone is lonely in this city.

I don't know, I think I just let my mind flew.