Just me, ranting
It's been a while. Where have I been? I guess I am just here enjoying life. It's been five years since. Yes, this May is the fifth anniversary. I remember exactly when my doctor in Indonesia told me that I would be able to grasp things better after five years. At that moment, I thought five years would feel like forever, and I didn't know how I would survive. And five years is now. I just watched a new romcom yesterday called The Idea of You . Well, a romcom is not meant to be deep, meaningful, or whatever; it is only intended to be dramatic. Before, watching a romcom made me feel hopeful as a single, miserable, or unhappy woman in an unfulfilled relationship. But it felt so weird yesterday that I couldn't relate to any of those. I mean, I am in a super happy and healthy relationship. Yeah, that happy and healthy! I feel enough. Is it wrong to feel enough? Does it make us stagnant as a person? I know society tells us to crave more and more. And here I am, a 34-year-ol...